Life is...

I never know when exactly, things have changed
But I know someday, the day that ruined everything

I never know where exactly, it hurts a lot
But I know somewhere, deep in my soul

I never know how exactly silence go trough
But I know somehow it affect my days

I never know who exactly made things like this
But I know that none of us are wrong

I never know what exactly happening here
But I know, its not okay

I never say you are wrong
I never say I am wrong
But "this not knowing who is wrong" make things worse

Can you tell me once more, what is really happened?
And can you tell me , do you really want to fix it or not?

Its damn hard and absolutely tiring to be like before, when "the other one" it means you, do not help me to fix this.

Okay, I'm sorry for this.
But if you still act like that, carma does exist.
Waiting and hoping and bla bla bla
I'm not a girl like that.
Okay, I'm not like that.
You can't just thinking about yourself
You need to think what the other feel
And so far, you haven't helped me to fix this.


Do you really want a carma to make you understand?